How could I do this to myself for so long
How could I do this to myself it was wrong
I can't blame nobody else
Why did I do this to myself
Memories and scars of a childhood mind
We are just standing in the shadows with no sense of time
Am I just lost can't find my way home
I'm just gonna stand on the edge and feel what it's like to fall
Cos I'm tired of being afraid but I'm not ready to let go
How could I do this to myself for so long
How could I do this to myself it was wrong
I can't blame nobody else
Why did I do this to myself
Hey yeah
Hey yeah
Hey yeah
Why did I do this to myself
Stand on the edge and feel what it's like to fall
Cos I'm tired of being afraid but I'm not ready to let go
How could I do this to myself for so long
Why did I do this to myself it was wrong
I can't blame nobody else
Why did I do this to myself
Was I a fool to let you break down my walls
Was it wrong for me to give you my all
I can't blame nobody else
How did I do this to myself
You can chain me but I won't stay down
I'd forget me just to please the crowd
But not anymore no no
I'll never do that to myself