作词 : Morae Ruffin
作曲 : Morae Ruffin
It was hard growing up like I did
seeing everybody had this I ain't never have s**t
Life f**k Christmas and a birthday, I ain't never have gifts
Living a broken life,like a n**** acting in spike script
Hold on with the vice grip
This just how m***** f***ing life is
N****a,this is my life
Sad that I would do it for a price
B&E's each and every single night, just to get the pockets right
Split it up even amongst the guys
Hard as f**k cause it made the money tight
Couldn't even catch a break from the state, caught a case
I was only thirteen, had a mask on the face
I was 5'5,had a nine on the waist
I was smart as a bitch and let my mind go to waste
I was always on my own
Making sure my moves were never known
Young as f**k but I was moving grown
Heart made of stone
Always thought that I would be alone
Even with the love that I was shown
Nobody ever gave a real f**k about me,so why would I give a f**k about yee
I was skinny, I was hungry,I ain't have food to eat
Making trouble on the double dutch that's how I released
It was hard growing up like I did
seeing everybody had this I ain't never have s**t
Life f**k Christmas and a birthday, I ain't never have gifts
Living a broken life,like a n**** acting in spike script
Hold on with the vice grip
This just how m***** f***ing life is
I can't complain if I tried, a n****a only glad that he alive
Dealing with the pain,gotta keep it bottled up inside
I'm black man, that's how we survive
Can't remember stable places,we was in not of basement
Laying on some carpet cause its better than the pavement
Living in a motel, mama couldn't make it
Daddy had another b***h,guess he couldn't face ot
Anything we ever gained he would try to come and take it
If she ever spoke about it he would lose his f**king patience
Several different ways to beat her,can't believe he's so creative
Sad to say it to this day I still really f**king hate him
It was hard growing up like I did
seeing everybody had this I ain't never have s**t
Life f**k Christmas and a birthday, I ain't never have gifts
Living a broken life,like a n**** acting in spike script
Hold on with the vice grip
This just how m***** f***ing life is