作词 : Mwiezy M
作曲 : MWIEZY M
thoughts & Reminisce
some times ***t n grinding never go my way
*****es that I don't know
keep buzin my phone niga frequently
so I gata play it cool like currently?
*****es that I want!!,don't really get me
or maybe go MIA on my ass
buh I treat this ***t like **** I just let it pass
Dreams keep calling buh I never pick up
wen my mouth keep shut
I just take it out on my pen
money ain't coming easy on the streets
so I gata be the key gettin "Dirty Money"
I know my real ones coz they never disappoint
wen I need em everytime they go fina drop
my young ones talking to me niga
they like the Friend zone should be a crime
I told em hold up
u gata the money and it's gonna be yo time
I know the situation I been there time to time
tryna write a love song so I had to get this beat
buh everytime I try my heart can't beat
unh
reminiscing my ex
fantasying my next
I lost a good girl coz of stupid human cravings
and now it just seems like my mind gat blur paintings
buh I didn't break it up
she did that stupid part
she tried to get me back buh the **** I dint listen
my hommie told me to get her my niga wats the mission ?!
I was busy getin Dozed n Addicted
am like drugs in my body like m tryna import
fighting my addictions
letting go of my affections
wen I mean to love boy I love with no objections
am only human dwag I need a vision
God please, I need Permision
should I do it
shud I do it not
give me sign
and talk about my class
am bright
working on my grades gata make my mama proud
nd I gata be the man daddy ain't around
u took him for a reason that u only know
I hope it's better than the reason that we need more
wen I try to pray I feel like you won't know
that my voice calling , been a long time
nd sometimes wen I pray no feed back
the devil had me down so I had to bounce back
I never think straight think I lost my damn mind
I wana work had getting everything I need
I wana find love then I make my own breed
buh wen love in the air I just can't breath
coz all these others *****es thinkin am a wild one
(Hook)
am like
Thoughts!!!!!
I keep reminiscing,reminiscing
thoughts!!!!
I keep reminiscing , reminiscing
love ,religion ,politics
why the hell em I part of this
is it written in apocalypse ?
road to heaven need a scholar***p
(verse 2)
maybe if u dint take him
maybe it would have been better
maybe if I dint love
maybe I wouldn't be hurt
maybe if I dint leave
maybe I could be me
maybe I could be him
buh fck it I love me
my family ,friends even enemies
good food for my soul I need the recipes
I done so much wrong God I need de remedies
change way
massaging on my legacy
nd I can't do watever coz of politics
and penalties
the government corrupt
religion ain't about
and when we try to vote
we end up sorry for the doubt
am just hoping for la best
may we never hit a drought
talk about em young genes
mind been hacked
by em false idols
they wana hold rifles
we gat own tittles why we gata be rivals
and every time I seat alone
thinking about my life
why the hell gata die
is this life really mine
are we all doing fine am like
damn
it's funny how life change
my battery was low
now am in charge
i used to call Sco
to make the phone call
buh now am the plug niga
I get the calls
tryna get money any means
before time flies
tryna get my mind in shape
Au be taming my addictions
tryna find hope for the lost ones
yo God never sleeps !!?
am just hoping he the right one
religion on religion
I just found myself in one
taught wat I don't know
till it's all done
buh I gata be my own man
n I gata find my own truth
coz all these other nigaz never wana know the truth
they just wana seat back nd adapt
you fooled niga