作曲 : 狂牛CrazyBull
作词 : Dr.Dope
编曲：The N.E.W.S.
混音：狂牛CrazyBull
sitting next to window in the night watch the gleam star
i know something wanna hold but its so far
light it up then get out of the f**king car
like a failure come back home with the deep scar
wanna find the light the other side i see that
only bite the tongue when i face the set back
i dont wanna get this blue felling anymore
but everytime make a decision i cant think more
walking on the street have on motivation
drinking double whisky without hesition
living like a zombine maybe intoxication
faking smile reject for consideration
mad men is dangerious take a caution
every monrning when i wake up show addction
sometimes may be i should make a limination
the death in the hell we should keep relation
the black sheep same as trouble maker
but i know i always thinking bigger
what i did like a f**king sicker
they disregard me a little bitter
carry defect without any regret
time goes they dont know where u at
and no one wiil mention you feral cat
all knids of what you think empty set
no one told me she need me indeed
my mind is hardly hard like i did
i know im needless in the mid
my life like a dpressive seed
i never tell my story to any one
cause im learning to be another one
i hope that i can be the best one
should i ask God how to be real one
sitting next to window in the night watch the gleam star
i know something wanna hold but its so far
light it up then get out of the ****ing car
like a failure come back home with the deep scar
wanna find the light the otherside i see that
only bite the tongue when i face the set back
i dont wanna get this blue felling anymore
but everytime make a decision i cant think more
life is not easy for me
she always hit me in the same way
she let me down from the hill on my way
she told me you the coward anyway
but how can i get out of this way
optimism not suit for me
every one life is looking well
i always think i can do it well
but eventually always got fail
so ****ing bad i gotta farewell
why do i hate me so bad
nothing i can do so sad
fear the light like bat
what a pity for my sweat
im sorry about my family
i cant be f**king menly
i feel shamed f**king deeply
**** it my life is deadly
i cant change obviously
im a sensetive one frankly
the depression kill me greatly
i devote my passion f**king silly
what f**k is my life briefly
oh life be more friendly
walking on the street have on motivation
drinking double whisky without hesition
living like a zombine maybe intoxication
faking smile reject for consideration
mad men is dangerious take a caution
every monrning when i wake up show addction
sometimes may be i should make a limination
the death in the hell we should keep relation