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I never meant to make it such a mess
我从未想过会这样
I never thought that it would go this far
我没有故意伤害大家
So I just stand here sorry
我只能呆滞的站在这里
Searching for something to say
搜肠刮肚，搜寻道歉的措辞
Something to say
搜寻道歉的措辞...
Words fail, words fail
语无伦次，只言片语
There's nothing I can say
我能做的只有哽咽
I guess I thought I could be part of this
我以为我能属于这份美好
I never had this kind of thing before
这是我以前可望不可即的
I never had that perfect girl
从未有过如此美好的女孩
Who somehow could see the good part of me
从未发现自己的优点
I never had the dad who stuck it out
从未有过如此专一的父亲
No corny jokes or baseball gloves
从未有老掉牙的笑话，或是棒球手套
No mom who just was there
从未有等我回家的母亲
'Cause mom was all that she had to be
因为她总是在忙她的事情
That's not a worthy explanation
这样解释并不合理
I know there is none
我知道，这解释不通
Nothing can make sense of all these things I've done
我所做的一切根本无法解释
Words fail, words fail
语无伦次，只言片语
There's nothing I can say
我无话可说
Except sometimes, you see everything you wanted
除非有时，你看到了想要的一切
And sometimes, you see everything you wish you had
有时，你看到了想要的一切
And it's right there, right there, right there
它就在那儿，就在那儿，就在那儿！！
In front of you
触手可及的地方
And you want to believe it's true
你希望是相信，这是真的
So you... make it true
所以就...把它变成真的
And you think maybe everybody wants it
你觉得可能每个人都想要....
And needs it... a little bit... too
都需要...哪怕是一点点....也好
This was just a sad invention
这只是个可悲的幻象
It wasn't real, I know
这不是真的，我知道
But we were happy
但我们很开心
I guess I couldn't let that go
我想我不能放手
I guess I couldn't give that up
更不能放弃
I guess I wanted to believe
我想我需要相信
'Cause if I just believe
因为只要我去相信
Then I don't have to see what's really there
我就不必去目睹真相
No, I'd rather pretend I'm something better than
不，我宁愿假装我总好过
These broken parts
一地的废物
Pretend I'm something other than
假装我不是
This mess that I am
那一团糟
'Cause then I don't have to look at it
因为这样我就不用看到真相
And no one gets to look at it
也没有人会看到
No, no one can really see
真的！没有人会看到
'Cause I've learned to slam on the brake
因为我早就学会如何刹车
Before I even turn the key
在我转动钥匙之前
Before I make the mistake
在我犯错之前
Before I lead with the worst of me
在我给人留下糟糕印象之前
I never let them see the worst of me
我从未让他们看见更糟的我
'Cause what if everyone saw?
因为如果有人看见我？
What if everyone knew?
而他们会不会知道？
Would they like what they saw?
他们是否喜欢眼前的我？
Or would they hate it too?
或者恨我入骨？
Will I just keep on running away from what's true?
我还会因为真相跑开吗？
All I ever do is run
一直以来我都在躲藏
So how do I step in
我该如何迈出脚步
Step into the sun?
踏入阳光....
Step into the sun