Equals

I just want to be equals, be equals, be equals

Without all the feeble attempts to hurt you

Because that’s not what i want

But if you needed some space you should have told me

The only thing you told

Was butterflies and hold me when it’s cold

To anyone who’s willing to be warm

Reacclimate to someone who is better than i was

But i don’t want to think of what he does

No i don’t want to think of what he does

Jesus christ, i don’t want to think before i die

I don’t want to be the one sacrificed for what you did

And oh my god, the doors are closing quicker than i thought

With fear that i’ll become the person that you are

We were just kids

Roll call in a home room

Then class we didn’t go to

Because we’re leaving after lunch

To anywhere that we could sit alone and talk

I only wish that we had known when we were young

That sometimes people want to die

And that’s alright

But is it alright

To spend these six whole months that i thought i was fine

And i know you did everything to just keep me alive

And i know, i know there’s nothing left for you here

I want to be equals, be equals, be equals

I just never imagined a future without you

And i guess that’s my fault