Aesthetic

Xilo

作词 : Brandon Lee Smith

作曲 : Brandon Lee Smith

Tearing out

Tearing out pieces of me

To replace the broken pieces of you

Tearing out

Tearing out pieces of me

To replace the broken pieces of you

I'm fxcking broken, they seen me empty

Glasses turn to bottles, in my head I'm feeling dizzy

But you never fxcking listen, gotta jump to your conclusions

I've been heading in directions where I end up getting bruises

That's what the truth is, I take the blame

Always getting jaded, back around, they're all the same

Never wanna hear me, I've been beating from the start

I got money, I got pills, and I got a broken heart

Fxck the love, I'm needing trust

A kiss could make me stronger but it's fixing no one's heart

I don't need you closer, I just need a will to start

Numbing through prescriptions, isolation's where I part

So I'm back onto the track, and where my head is going mad

Got a 30m of everything, a pill to make me sad

I've seen it all before and now I'm reminiscing back

Had to take a quick vacation just to let the feelings pass

I'm aesthetic and now I get it

Depression had me fxcked up, gotta put it in collection

But no wonder why I'm messed up, living past and not the present

Gotta count it on my wrist just to catch up, here's a present

Gotta love me, or probably not

You never fxcking see in the past, those feelings gone caught

Gotta shut me down, put me down on 7th block

Back into the prison where'd I'd end up getting shot

Tearing out

Tearing out pieces of me

To replace the broken pieces of you

Tearing out

Tearing out pieces of me

To replace the broken pieces of you

I'm fxcking broken, they seen me empty

Glasses turn to bottles, in my head I'm feeling dizzy

But you never fxcking listen, gotta jump to your conclusions

I've been heading in directions where I ended getting bruises

That's what the truth is, I take the blame

Always getting jaded, back around, they're all the same

Never wanna hear me, I've been beating from the start

I got money, I got pills, and I got a broken heart, yeah