It's turning on the TV when you were fourteen
You said, "My mom's asleep, we won't get caught
What do you want to watch?"
And I could hear the traffic that
I know you're ignoring
But I let it into my life to thicken the air I breathe
It was at the bus stop that a woman cried
And I could tell she was different by the look in her eyes
And I don't know what she said, but I felt what she meant
In her honesty
And I went to your house that night and I told you about
The woman's eyes and the words in her mouth
And how I wouldn't mind taking her advice one day
But I'm the cowardly lion
I'll leave quietly if that means
A better chance to commemorate what we had
When we were happy
This isn't a love song, no, not in the least
I just miss you watching my TV when I'm writing
So I can hear you laughing
I swear to God, I still hear you when I close my eyes
And you'd tell me I'm not gonna die
Like you used to, before I did this
You're the sunlight that I wished would leave
I'm the rain cloud I don't wanna be
'Cause the more you're gone
The more I grow pale, I grow pale
You're the sunlight that I wished would leave
I'm the rain cloud I don't wanna be
'Cause the more you're gone
The more I grow pale, I grow pale