Seeing you was so bittersweet I almost died
My heart jumped but my head kept screaming why?
And I almost thought that I could change the past
And I almost, but that never really lasts
Oh
And I'm shot
Oh, baby, I'm shot
But I'm not
Whatever you wanted
Forever just wanting
You
And I hope you notice
And could come around
'Cause I always blow it
And run it into the ground
And silence keeps me frozen
And you won't make a sound
So I hope you notice
Screaming man down
You know how everyone's always saying "Seize the moment?"
I don't know, I... I'm kinda thinking it's the other way around
You know, like, the moment seizes us
And I'll only say this one time
Your headlines won't get none of my time
Yeah, I'm lying
'Cause I still can't find out
Why I'm so divided
Replay those few days over
Somehow I'll find it
Somewhere in your words
When you leant on my shoulder
I might act distant, but I swear that it's not over
I don't want to hear it
But I gotta know, yeah I just gotta know
Is there a reason, do you care if I'm still breathing?
Or am I insane
For thinking we could've made it?
Oh, baby, we could've made it
Oh, baby, I'm shot
But I'm not
Whatever you wanted
Forever just wanting
You
But you'll never know it
'Cause I'm just way too proud
Hide behind my ego
Block the whole world out
And these words they don't come easy
And they don't come loud
So you'll never know it
Screaming man down
I just saw God
I just saw God
Outside the liquor store
He told me I was lost
Lost