作词 : Uzumakid Li
作曲 : andysbeats
Depression 抑郁症
I don't know how to say this but 我不知道怎么开始但是
I use to have all my emotions now I’m just losing it 我以前有过所有的感情现在在慢慢消失
It’s like tragic 很悲剧
Self destructive 像自我毁灭
I never speak up doesn't mean I never knew a thing 我从来不说不代表我什么都不知道
I started slow I learned my lesson my eyes are keen 我起步慢 但我学到了教训 我视力更尖锐
**** it poke it whatever it takes to get to the rim 干 戳 不管什么都要向前
News are getting old I might as well make a meme 新闻变得老旧 得学着做meme
Came back to my single room I started untie my laces 回到我自己的单人间我开始松鞋带
Empty bottles on the floor and some shattered glasses 空瓶子在地上 还有些碎裂的玻璃
I had a lot of friends we used to get a lot of buckets 我以前有很多朋友我们一起打球
World spins around now we all live in different places 地球在转 我们现在在不同的地方了
When I got a new life I don't really know nobody 当我有了另一条命我不认识任何人
Cuz I ******* hate them I got lots of enemies 因为我恨他们 我有过太多敌人
Trynna be a bit of different yall just ordinary 尝试变得不一样 他们太过平庸
I don't wanna know you I don't really trust nobody 我不认识你我根本不相信任何人
**** I drink a bottle every night on a repeat 干 我每晚都喝一整瓶
Little as I know them they don't know nothing about me 像我对他们的不了解一样他们对我也不了解
Trynna make it out ever since I left the city 我尝试过我的日子自从离开了城市
Is it right or wrong I just let em run up on me 到底是对是错我让他们随意踩踏我
So much hate 太多仇恨
So much of a drama 太多戏剧
Everybody hates 每个人都恨
I live in a drama 我生活在戏剧里
Submitting a case 提交文件
Depending on karma 全靠运气
I’m losing the race 我输掉了比赛
Depressed as **** everything sucks I thought about catching a body 极度抑郁每件事都不顺我想到了xx
I had a point aint nobody listen I should’ve been more of a savage 我明明有话说但没人愿意听我就应该更强势些
I’m staring at the ceiling I’m getting so numb I can’t stop tears from dropping 我盯着天花板我变得越来麻木我根本控制不住眼泪
I might’ve gone mad 我可能疯了
I might’ve gone crazy 我可能疯了
Sometimes I’m lazy 有时候我很懒
Sometimes I cry 有时候我会哭
Sometimes I laugh 有时候我会笑
Sometimes I don't 有时候我不笑
Sometimes I pull up 有时候我做引体向上
Sometimes I sit up 有时候我做仰卧起坐
These feelings add up 这些感觉都在累积
Aint nobody around me 我身边不再有任何人
When I got a new life I don't really know nobody 当我有了另一条命我不认识任何人
Cuz I ******* hate them I got lots of enemies 因为我恨他们 我有过太多敌人
Trynna be a bit of different yall just ordinary 尝试变得不一样 他们太过平庸
I don't wanna know you I don't really trust nobody 我不认识你我根本不相信任何人
**** I drink a bottle every night on a repeat 干 我每晚都喝一整瓶
Little as I know them they don't know nothing about me 像我对他们的不了解一样他们对我也不了解
Trynna make it out ever since I left the city 我尝试过我的日子自从离开了城市
Is it right or wrong I just let em run up on me 到底是对是错我让他们随意踩踏我