作词 : Chanyü 禅玉
作曲 : Chanyü 禅玉
词曲、制作、混音、演唱：SherryLi禅玉
You got my stomach twisted inside out
你让我胃里翻江倒海
Hydrochloric in my mouth
嘴里有盐酸味道
You got me going hard on myself with myself
你让我与自己作对
But you don't even know uh-oh
而你全然不知
I try my best to make peace in my mind
我努力让脑海平静
Avoiding you like a plague
避瘟疫一样躲避你
You and your kind
你和同类
But you keep on coming a coming a com
coming around
但你不停地转啊转回来
digging up profanity
挑战我的韧性
******* up my sanity oh
折磨我的神经
I know I don't want it and I don't need it
我知道我不想要它 我也不需要它
but it eats me up that you got it tight in your palm
但我依然难以忍受让你紧紧攥着它
I know it's so bad of me
我知道这样不对
But I breathe fire
但我喷着火焰
I'm seeing ashes of you
我看见你的灰烬
Ain't gonna pick a fight
我不是故意挑事
Tryna fake it cool
其实在假装没事
So now I got all of this ********
积累了一肚子气
And no one to talk to
没人可以说
How do I explain
我该怎么解释
All this pain in vain
这无谓的痛苦
When I hate myself to even care
我讨厌这么在意的自己
While you're so contently unaware
而你甚至全然不知
I know I don't want it and I don't need it
我知道我不想要它 我也不需要它
but it eats me up that you got it tight in your palm
但我依然难以忍受让你紧紧攥着它
I know it's so bad of me
我知道这样不对
But I breathe fire
但我喷着火焰
I'm seeing ashes of you
我看见你的灰烬