作词 : credit
作曲 : credit
编曲：John Savage
混音：kwanchen
（电影采样）
The world has just become...so inhuman（这个世界变的...太没有人性了
I can't talk to them. I fight them. I wanna destroy them even. （我不能跟他们交流. 我跟他们争执. 我甚至还想摧毁他们.)
I'm，I'm so fxxking lonely...（我...我真的好孤独..)
I'm probably dead inside.
Turn off the light I try to kill myself at night
Plz Don't tell me I'll be Fine
The life is full of lies
Pull this fxxking trigger I'll count it one to five.
I can feel the pain from my dead inside
I keep smelling the stink form my dead inside
I feel the hopes are keep Disappearing In my sight
There's no light. There's nothing much In my life
总是拼尽全力可我什么都做不好
没渴望你能理解因为连我自己都受不了
人心的寒冷无法控制 他就快要把我冻死
你肯定不愿意跟我这种人同生或共死
最后一丝阳光在三年前七月逝去
期待自己的抑郁症终会在三千零一夜治愈
希望你能听到我 说这首歌我听到过
希望你别像我一样最后锁上了心跳锁
每天傍晚 醒来的总是异常果敢
也许是庆幸自己没有成功的死在昨晚
睡觉总不嫌晚 用灵感把空虚填满
强撑自己活下去的理由竟会如此婉转
Exactly babe that is what they called reality
I was begging everyday that somebody could talk to me
Also begged to Jesus that maybe he could wait for me
I'm sick of it cuz No one was fxxking answer me
I'm afraid of death. but that was the only way.
I'm OK. For dat. If that will be my only fate
魂被 纯粹 的沮丧强行给带走
无谓 的人情味 我关上房门往外走
愤怒的魔鬼 河边升起了 熊熊的炽焰
我想问问他到底错的是我还是这个世界
双膝落地 向内心的纯洁和善良致歉
已成过去 任由回忆梦境对现实肆虐
我再也不想看到太阳升起
风雨 交加不想看到希望再次被我撑起
任由这恐惧 死亡和仇恨
犹如这刀刃 一般的划破我疮痍不堪的身体
面对你男性朋友我越来越没礼貌
因为我嫉妒你慵懒地躺在他怀里笑
都不要 都无效 所有关于你都除掉
拜托给苟延残喘的我一个机会胡闹
用括弧号 告诉你们我的心已死
死掉的花也不用再匆忙地换新瓶子
狗狗也取了新名字 公园也建了新亭子
去年买的闹钟也因为没电已经停止
I think i will be dead when I turn to twenty five
I ain't got no time to say goodbye
Cuz I'm dead inside
Cuz I'm dead inside
I'm probably dead inside
Turn off the light I try to kill myself at night
Plz Don't tell me I'll be Fine
The life is full of lies
Pull this fxxking trigger I'll count it one to five.
I can feel the pain from my dead inside
I keep smelling the stink form my dead inside
I feel the hopes are keep Disappearing In my sight
There's no light. There's nothing much In my life
I'm probably dead inside