作词 : SMUZ
作曲 : SMUZ
编曲：SMUZ
封面：studio 4c square R
when i finally tasted happiness
realized that sht i felt in the past
it’s no one’s fault
my ocean is never tranquil
always storm
now the water could be a mirror
reflecting who i am now
look at me what i am gonna be
deep inside the tripping beast broken feet
i walk into the bus sit in the back
looking down eyes no focus city lights
how can a living thing be so lost
on this planet just like me
rolling flame and lava around me
how could I even breath
how could I even blink and see
looking for reasons to stay alive
next day will the sunrise shine on me
looking for reasons to stay alive
next day will the sunrise shine on me
in one particular year
i almost couldn’t insist on existing
but there is strong persistence
thank to my self
the consciousness tell me something is waiting
the current situation is a cliff
people try to fall on purpose
this damn endless dangerous path
end how many people’s life for one time
it leads to a beautiful view that you’ve never seen
the happiness you’ve never taste
the love you’ve never sink
the moment you’ve never seize
a better man is made in this long run game
he never give up saved himself
and he finally wins
looking for reasons to stay alive
next day will the sunrise shine on me
looking for reasons to stay alive
next day will the sunrise shine on me
used to smile every time
I fake myself
pretend to be a happy child
but why these days I couldn’t even smile
I am the still figure in the painting
don’t wake me up
thoughts are created time is flying
struggles are daily breakfast
nothing’s perfect and pretty
maybe i am fuking crazy
but knowing my mind is clear and steady
need some guidance when im ready
patience is the best therapy
let me make it through 25 plz
looking for reasons to stay alive
next day the sunrise
will shine on me
looking for reasons to stay alive
next day the sunrise
will shine on me