作词 : Chaos Jr
作曲 : 无
我抽太多
i smoke too much, yeah
我喝的太多
i drink too much, yeah
我帮人太多
i give too much, yeah
我想的太多
i think too much, yeah
太容易信别人
i trust too much, yeah
现在只需要
i just need a touch
现在只需要一点爱
i just need some love right now
在深夜，你给谁可以打电话
who do you call when the drugs run out
艰难时期，不知道为什么我从不批评
tough times, donno why i never criticize
只看到好的一面
only see the good side
但我从来没有流下眼泪
mr nice guy but i never shed a tear
no i never cry
我不会待太久
never overstay my welcome
我想拯救自己
me is who im tryna save myself from
because if i wasn’t there in the first place
i could never leave or be left behind, right
点燃自己
hotbox my own room on a tuesday after noon all by myself
我不需要任何帮助
i dont need no help, **** my health, **** a therapist, i medicate myself
无法删除的记忆
memories that i can’t delete
伤心难过的记忆
memories and they hurt to keep
是福气还是诅咒？
are they a blessing or a curse
只是希望它值得
i just hope that most if it was worth
大多数都是模糊的
most of it’s a blur