作词 : LizZ
作曲 : LizZ
Swallowing the last bread
drinking cold water
And thinking bout my future
Hope it ain't becoming torture
Been working hard for my life
There ain't no good fortune
I knew it from experience
Cause my childhood was a failure
The flock of birds she saw it flying
Loose and free
Even the sky was grey they're always what she wants to be
Coming back into the window was a
quiet child
Who had a little world of comic books and thinking out loud
I recall not a place in my memory
I've been for more than 3 years
Without a moving, changing
I started to stop facing
Nobody heard me crying, yea
For every day was lonely
I ain't seeking for attention
Just couldn't bear the tension
I wanted open love it's simple but it's
hard to mention
But now I saw it through and got it over with
It's time to move on
Where do I go now?
How do I keep on?
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My family think I'm a loser
I say it cause they never trust for no reason
And so I tried to do my things extra harder though I didn't have to
Prove to be a visible presence
Since that moment as I landed here
I thought the new environment erased my lasting fear
But it turned out what I had was empty hope
There's not a way to change myself
All I can do is cope
To cope is always what I'm used to do
Pretend that nothing serious going on just like a fool
Like all the time mom and dad bringing storm
Except for one time, she turned the knife to him I cried and begged
I didn't beg for dad
I didn't cry for being sad
The situation got my mind paralyzed
It ended soon but I cannot forget, so
Where do I go now?
How do I keep on?
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