Hate Myself

dodie

Could it be different?

did I ruin the day?

oh, do you look angry?

oh, what did I say?

Filling in the gaps

build a problem that

neither of us need

something wrong with me.

I'm getting desperate

losing my mind

how do we get here

every time?

One will fold their arms

one will do the dance

really is no need

something wrong with me.

No, I don't think I can help it

Oh so illogical, I'm not magical - I can't read your mind!

but how can you not hear the whole conversation I have sitting still with a brain on fire?!

I know it's a me thing

eyes closed, isn't helping

go quiet, I hate myself.

when you go quiet, I hate myself.

look at you sideways

playing a game

what if I laugh now?

I think I'm insane.

Filling in the gaps

build a problem that

neither of us need

something wrong with me.

Pushing a boundary

something to prove

strong expectation

you already lose

oh, one will fold their arms

one will do the dance

really is no need

something wrong with me.

No, I don't think I can help it

Oh so illogical, I'm not magical I can't read your mind!

but how can you not hear the whole conversation I have sitting still with a brain on fire?!

I know it's a me thing

eyes closed, isn't helping

go quiet, I hate myself.

when you go quiet, I hate myself.

Give me a mystery

maybe they'll bloom for me

it's always the quiet ones

oh something here must be done

I'm open and ready here

I don't think they get me, dear

I'm only proving how

I'm only worth losing now

Give me a mystery

maybe they'll bloom for me

it's always the quiet ones

something here must be done

I'm open and ready here

I don't think they get me, dear

I don't think they get me, dear

Give me a mystery

maybe they'll bloom for me

it's always the quiet ones

something here must be done

I'm open and ready here

I don't think they get me, dear

I don't think they get me, dear

(No I don't think I can help it)